Remembering you is like listening to my favourite record over and over again
It is in all its melodies- broken
Sharpe edges on which I have cut myself multiple times over the year
Remembering your smile is like reminding myself to smile without you
Smile through the tears streaming down my face at 2 in the morning
Like walking away from everything I knew
Now I dance with my own shadow to the same broken record
Splashing bloody drops over happy memories
Painting you red
My favourite colour